It sounds like you have had a rough year. Yes, you will find a job again. All you need to do is apply for everything that you can find, and you will get a job because you are a good person with the right attitude.
What you experienced in your dream is a memory of what you had with the first boyfriend before things went wrong. The dream has told you that what you now have is as good and you should not let your current boyfriend go.
Look forward to your future and you will achieve your dreams.
Remember that even though you are a medium, you are also a spiritual being on a human journey. Everything that happens to you are meant to be learning experiences for you. Rather than feel sorry for yourself or beat yourself up, look for the reason behind the experience. See how the experience adds to your awareness. The more you find the reason, the more you will have inner peace even when things do not go according to your plans.
This is the reason why we are here.