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I am a medium but I am not getting an answer for my own problems.
Last year I left three jobs. I was in the first one for two years, but felt that I had overstayed my welcome. I got another job working for a person who made promises but never kept them, and then did not pay me for a month.
I found another job where I earned good money, but the managers in the company felt that it was OK to regularly humiliate people and make them cry. I could not work in a situation like that.
I am worried that I will not find another job. I have never been unemployed before.
I have also recently bought a house with my boyfriend of 8 years, and we are very happy in our relationship. But then I dreamt that a man I went out with 20 years ago wants me back and we were surrounded by a beautiful light. Does that mean anything?
Don't blame God for what goes wrong. Find the wisdom in the experience and move on.
I think of myself as a kind, decent person from a good family. I was brought up to believe in a God of love and was involved with the church when I was a kid. My mother is a devout Christian and a beautiful person.
I know many people whom, in my opinion, don't care about God or religion but they seem to have their own way and get whatever they want. It seems that these people have such an easy life.
About ten years ago this so-called loving God took great pleasure in ripping my family to pieces. My father contracted a chronic illness which left him an angry, nasty man needing constant care.
My mother became his full-time nurse against her will and had to give up all her freedom. My dad aims all his frustration at me, and my brother tries in vain to be a peace-maker.
As if that was not enough, God then decided